October 2010
1 post
September 2010
1 post
April 2010
3 posts
yet again
My computer is not working. I feel like everytime something important or exciting happens in my life my computer is being difficult or getting fixed. I’m forced to blog at school which I don’t really care for. Hopefully by the time I get my technical issues resolved something exciting will happen again.
March 2010
6 posts
“I realize that these are little things. But they all add up to the big picture...”
“Kiss me and you’ll know how important I am.”
– Sylvia Plath
February 2010
11 posts
“We have to keep reinventing ourselves, almost every minute … because the world...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
“There were some things I wanted to tell him. But I knew they would hurt him. So...”
– *sigh* the other day
“I HATE myself for loving you”
– Joan Jett
So my bestfriend and I “broke up”….. I hope we can fix things and be close again….I doubt it, but it is worth a shot…
“She’s not perfect. But I wouldn’t change a thing. I love everything about her,...”
– A boy with hope… (via aboywithhope)
I need a guy who thinks this about me.
(via shany)
and who will forgive me when I mess up :/
Uneasy....
I haven’t been feeling well lately. My tummy has been in knots and I’ve started to feel anxious again. My life is a mess, I’m all over the place. I can’t focus on one thing long enough to complete anything.
I haven’t been making the best decisions lately. I used to be so focused and on top of things. I want to turn things back around and make things like they were...
January 2010
26 posts
Do yo know whats demeaning? Loving a man who thinks so little of you..that is demeaning.
“Every now and again I lose myself. I get lost in my thoughts and I feel myself...”
Someday girl???!
Ok, so apparently…. I am not ugly. UHHA!
“Never blame someone for how they feel, cause if you were put in their position...”
“You spend more time getting a mortgage, buying a car, getting a house than...”
– Patti Millionaire Matchmaker
work work work and no play
So, I close the floor tonight, open bar tomorrow morning and close the floor at night, and open/close bar Sunday. FML… Seriously
OMG EMOTIONS
I have so many emotions running through me RIGHT NOW at this moment. They all came out of no where! I wanna laugh, scream, kick ass, run around and dance. I wanna fly, I wanna die, I wanna cry. Ugh, I am a mess. I was on the phone and listening to History in the Making by Darius Rucker when I got this mix of emoions. Sadly, they’re leaving…now I just feel blank. This is so dumb.
Anxiety update
I am happy to say that classes aren’t tooo bad for me. I do find myself slightly fidgiting but its not as bad as it was a year ago. I guess I am finally getting things together….? I mean I didn’t have this problem in high school and I was quite involved in several organizations. I am going to try to join two clubs, I really need to start building a resume. I hope I am better in a...
Sometimes you just need someone. Someone to make...
This week is sometime.
I want....
I want to LIVE. I want to LEARN. I want to be able to BREATHE. I want AIR deep in my lungs. I want to LOVE. I want to FEEL ALIVE.
I just love listening to the same song over and over again on repeat. Don’t you?!
All Done
My school schedule for Spring 2010 is complete. Sadly I can’t work much during the week, only Monday and Thursday nights and Friday, Saturday and Sunday (looks like more doubles). Hopefully I can make the Dean’s list this semester, I am taking 13 hours. I hope I will still be able to graduate next Spring…
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December 2009
3 posts
RAWR!
UGH! I am so confused. I have no idea what classes I need to take for the Spring. My advisor is super sweet, but doesn’t give me the proper attention that I need. I want to hurry up and graduate and the fact that I transfered from Texas State doesn’t help any. Classes don’t want to sub in and this bites! HELP ME!!
